2016
Starting that year, i had achieved inner peace and i was extremely thankful and happy with my life. Counting my blessings and feeling in an absolute alignment with the universe.
And then life happened..because this is usually what happens when you think that you have it all sorted out. Life kicks in and you feel like you’re loosing the ground beneath your feet.
So what did that year teach me..well i must say, it had been a very educational year.
I’ve learned how to trust again and how that trust can be turned into a million little pieces in just one moment.
I’ve learned how it is to feel alive and how it is to feel like you’re dying; both caused by the same person.
I’ve learned that people are selfish and narcissistic human beings. That did disappoint me i must say.
I’ve learned that you should never expect people to treat you the way you treat them and that the less you expect the less you get hurt.
I’ve learned not to believe what people tell me but only what i know. I’ve learned to trust my instinct, always.
I’ve learned to respect myself and how to start loving myself. I’ve learned how to appreciate things that i used to take for granted. That is actually a very important and hard lesson.
I’ve learned to be thankful.
I’ve learned that things don’t always turn out the way you planned; and how to accept that this is OK because then it wouldn’t be fun.
I’ve learned that there are things that cannot always get fixed or get put back together the way they were before.
And i have learned, that having around you people who really love you and care about you can help you get through bad times and don’t lose faith in looking for better ones.
I’ve learned that happiness comes from within and that you never know what’s around the corner.
I’ve learned that hell can be someone who promised you heaven-like the devil that always pretends to be everything you ever wanted.
I’ve learned to value life and change my state of being by changing the way i think.
I’ve learned to be thankful, to appreciate every little thing that i have and to be thankful for it. To feel blessed for being where i am, have what i have and live a life that most people would only dream of.
So yes, I’ve learned a lot that year and the biggest lesson of all was how to appreciate life, my life and make every moment count from that moment onwards.
